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The end of dreams

Brian Upton — Tue, 14 Oct 2008 04:16:02 +0000

Do you remember the last dream you had?

I don’t.

I was digging through my old files and came across (among other things) an old dream log. It only contained two dreams. I remember the first one listed fairly vividly – a rather unpleasant dream about religious fanaticism and Dr. Phil – but do not remember the other at all despite its pleasant nature.

Dream entries used to constitute 50% of what passes for content on this site. I have entries dating back to mid-2004. But I can’t remember a single dream I’ve had in the past 3 months. I’m sure I’ve had them, but I suppose they weren’t interesting enough to share or remember for more than 5 minutes after waking.

So here is to a dream tonight. A back-crushing nightmare or uplifting fantasy fulfillment. I don’t care. So give me something to dream about.

Please, give me something!

I’m not the human you thought I was

Brian Upton — Wed, 10 Sep 2008 03:55:17 +0000

I got carded yesterday.

Buying Bioshock.

Perhaps perpetually looking 16 has something to do with it… Or silly store policy.

Wolfman’s got nards!

Brian Upton — Fri, 16 May 2008 07:38:46 +0000

Memory is a funny thing. I’d be lucky if I could tell you what I was doing 4 hours ago. However, while watching Monster Squad last night, I could remember over 80% of the exact details, scene by scene.

A silly movie I saw exactly one time as a kid. And I could remember it all so lucidly. And about 5 minutes ago I came to the site to write this post and forgot what I was doing.

So stupid.